Finding excitement in the mundane is about getting excited about doing things I don't want to do. I have several goals that I have decided to pursue. Much of them I don't naturally want to do but will make my life better, like exercising. It is about making the most out of life and being determined and committed about accomplishing goals. Please read my first post for greater detail.
Thursday, March 20, 2014
waking up
I feel like such a failure. I have missed going to my volunteer work in the morning several times, because I couldn't wake up in time. I even went into work this week an hour late. I have a big problem with not waking up on time. It makes me feel like just quitting everything, all my obligations. But then I would be stuck in the bed all day, days on end. I want to keep my obligations, to keep me out of that depressed state. Is it my medication that makes me so difficult at waking up? Or is it just how I am naturally; Come to think of it even in elementary school I was hard to wake up. I was often chasing after the bus. I don't know what to do.
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